Last friday, I took a CDO and went to pampanga to bid goodbye to kuya Dops who's flying to Singapore and try new opportunities outside PI.

I'm thrilled at the same time gloomy. Thrilled that he'll be out there and be someone he wants to be.. hopefully finally be happy and contented and get married! Sad at the same time because i felt some part of me was again missing.. Mom went home but kuya flew out.. Win still not around..

I could not ask for more. My Kuyas are the best Kuyas in the world for me. Yes, we fought endless times when we were young. We hated each other, we hurt each other. But those are just childish acts. Now that we have grown and matured, we've come to respect, appreciate and love each other. I owe part of my life to them. They helped become who I am now. If not for them, I wouldn't be able to become the person I am now.

Kuya Dops stood more than my eldest brother, he became my friend and my father. He disciplined me when I was young and I appreciate that to this very day.He became my friend, my confidant, my armor, my strength. He's the coolest brother I could ever hope for. I hope he knows this. Wherever he may be, our family may be on different parts of the world, but my love for them will forever be close...

I know this is for the best.. especially for me kuya.. I want the  best for him.. I'll surely miss him but I hope that soon.. he'll find the happiness he truly deserves..

Love you Kuya!